Thursday, October 6, 2011

ramble on



I thought I was tough before life got hard. now I know.




I make a big deal out of nothing while a catastrophe gets laughed off




I would die without music




I only fidget when I'm not nervous




I excuse people from my life




sometimes I need to listen to "Come On Eileen"




I am the middle of three girls, a dreamer sandwiched between a professional and a peace-maker




I love dogs because I am a cat




I am a smart girl who makes stupid choices




I don't know where to draw the line



Monday, October 3, 2011

some of the things I thought today



I don't understand mother/daughter relationships. I cannot wrap my mind around a woman being selfless and secure enough to love other women more than themselves.


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I think we're all destined to at some point be totally in love with a friend we know we're totally not good enough for.



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I am selectively sober. don't tell me that's not how it works 
because it's working for me.


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I start every sentence with I because I am a narcissist, didn't want you to think I was unoriginal.


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I fall in love with everyone from time to time but every time I think it's the last time which is something I should remember for next time.


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I have two sisters who mean more than everything to me. I am my dad's biggest fan. I haven't seen my mom in 6 months.


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I overdosed on Xanax 63 days ago and I want to make life count.


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